ruebefrei

here we go! after some three years of silence m wrote me back! she is in italy now and chances are high that we will meet in early spring. not that i had stopped believing that this one inconceivable truth of humanity would apply to us as to anyone else... it's just that all this delay makes believing harder and harder as it blunts my readiness to wait.

this one truth: that this thing we're trying to grasp with terms like understanding, deepest devotion or love, which just sneaks out of any descriptive cage we're trying to build around it; that this thing just ties humans together with invisible, yet omnipresent bonds and never and under no circumstances will reduce its strength, with ignorance and keeping still being the only way to decrease its felt intensity - freezing its liveliness on the spot.

now ice ages put their harsh weigth on vivid soil and force life underneath into caves and caverns of retreat.

some packs last a lifetime, others melt constantly away... this one's flushed down the draining valleys of minds that among all disillusionment of contemporary routine seek one thing:

to express whatever comes up to their virtual platforms of conciousness, to wipe out any corner of neglected relations, wake their dusty contents and stick to one's truth, as it is the most wonderous and arbitrary thing in life - this indestructible and beyond human longing for mental ease continuous bond to other people!